Thanksgiving

Usually around this time of year, I start thinking about all that I am thankful for and all of the blessings that God has given me, but this year it has really hit me a lot more often, and I am glad for that. I am glad about that because it is making me appreciate everything and everyone that we have in our lives, and it also makes me think, why? Why us? I see all the problems of the world, and it makes me realize that all of my problems are so miniscule compared to others. I'm afraid that I take for granted a lot of things, like living in this country, my husband having a good job, our family being healthy and safe, and our two precious, sweet babies. I have been trying this year to think everything through before I take it for granted. When I get sad about Melanie having Celiac disease and not being able to eat what her friends eat, and she can't have her Happy Meals anymore, I stop and I just thank God that all she has is Celiacs, because that is totally manageable, and I think about how I am glad that we caught it early. If I get nervous about thinking we don't have enough money, I think about everything that we do have, and if we have to cut back somewhere for a little bit, we aren't having to choose between paying utilities or eating one month. If I get upset at something that Congress or the President is doing, as annoying as it is, living in this country is still better than anywhere else in the world.

I don't know if I am expressing myself the way I want to, but I just wanted to say that this year I am thankful that I am more aware of everything in my life and everything that we have been blessed with. We have an amazing family and friends, a home, running cars, and our pantry is never empty. I also know that we did nothing to deserve this life that we have, and I thank God everyday for everything He has given us.

.....On a lighter note....I asked the girls what they are thankful for this year. Melanie said, "My family." Meredith thought about it for a second and said, "Bubble gum." :)